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i fucking love you

by Rik Johnson

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already a memory running for cover,
twisting in pain and desire,
anticipation and a moments freedom,
a lifetime of losing for a day of wishes.
of course this is how it happens.
how could it possibly
have been any different?
it’s perfection within chaos,
heaven within hell.
to hold so closely what you cannot possess,
like a window between a kiss.

this is the thing that drives one to insanity.
it is not war and starvation after all; it’s
following your father down forbidden paths
in full sight of those you wish were blind.
its leaving town for a weekend and
never really being able to come
back home, and if that is the only way
to stop the voices from telling you you’re
fucking up
you’ll do it,
and do it destroying lives,
plundering into fields so filled with
landmines that you know you’ve died
while you’re still running.

my hands are full, my feet are bound;
you are a diamond with butterfly wings.
wish for a story that has no ending.
anything else would send you
reeling with remorse and anger.

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released May 28, 2018

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Rik Johnson Livermore, Colorado

Rik Johnson lives in the mountains of northern Colorado.
rikjohnson@hotmail.com

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